I made an old lady blush today at work because she ordered two senior coffees and I said “SENIOR ? I’m sorry miss, i’m going to have to ask to see some ID.” and she covered her mouth and went “Oh dear me” and couldn’t stop smiling
What makes you think that I’d be jealous of you getting asked to hc? Lol cause I really don’t give a fuck. You always tell me you’re so popular at school, that every boy asked you out. Tell me how many times you got asked out, and then act all humble and shit. Just stop. When you told me your problems, I listened with my undivided attention. I wanted to help you for fucks sake and now that I tell you my problems you just “yeah yeah” me and say ” I got asked to hc!:)” what the fuck. God. I know you’re going through more than me and this is probably the side effect but oh my god. I try to understand you and everyone else’s behavior thinking “they MUST have a reason” but I’m merely human and I can’t keep trying to understand. Sorry. I hate feeling this way. Especially towards you, but it’s really impossible to deal with your shit when I can’t even deal with mine. Shit. I don’t even know. I want to understand but I’m sick and tired of being the only one trying. Can you understand me too. I guess you were my friend when I wasn’t even yours.
Oh my god. I’m giving up on you when I know exactly how it feels like to have people give up on me… Sorry. I won’t do that again